sha and pain...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Pain. It sucks. But it is good never the less. It tells you that something is terribly wrong somewhere. But how you cope best with it? To start off, there are so many pains. There are these stomachache, headache, and even heartache. These aches they make your body sore. So sore that it will make you grumpy. Usually we cope up by being a cranky person. Really cranky that sometime we annoy others. Ache is there for a reason. It may be a nuisance but it’s actually just an innocent bystander that is trying to signal you that bad things are happening. Why we never appreciate it that way? Appreciate like we should sometime thank it as if it is our friends who had just offered their help. We should think that pain is a good element. But then, God make pain exists through forms that is aggravating and maybe, because of that we perceive it as rather dreadful. Well not maybe, that will be the only reason why. If we perceive it as a happy thing, we will probably go cuckoo. Metaphorically, you were shot, and to cope with the pain that surge your body, you laugh. Define that. The only emotions suitable to be portrayed probably will be screaming and crying, with a little bit (or a lot) of cursing in between. What we can conclude, be damned with pain. Coz pain is never good. That is why they invented pain killer. Long live ponstant, morphine and the rest of its family! Coz I am really trying to figure out, people say pain is good but I can never see where does the good comes from. There are not many to think of though.
* before i forget...
BIG BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT!!!!
sha is screaming her lungs out...
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BET!!!
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sha and rain...
What a day… it was raining cats and dogs around 9pm, when my brother decided to go to jusco, so we went.. and you know how the elderly always says, “When it is raining, bad thing always happens”. Of course when you are on the road, bad thing always happens because proven with scientific and reasonable facts, rains and cars and roads they don’t mix very well with each other. They collide and that’s how accidents happen. My brother hits someone’s car. Which was great, coz he got maki by the Chinese lady. Poor you..
Well everything is settled now. *phew*
*got back form the office just now, i myself nearly hit a car also, because i busily talking on my handphone not using handsfree... *grin*
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sha and the number 23...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Its lunch hour, and I am writing a long list of thank you note…
First of all, I want to thank everyone for their heart-warming birthday wishes for me. I am glad that you guys are always there reminding me of my age. There are a few surprises like the present that was left late in the evening on my office table last Friday. Salute to that person for being the first to give present. And also to someone who creatively print out a birthday wish on an A3 paper using the HR International colour printer. If Mr ainol finds out, mati ko… hahaha but never the less it was fun to see a big sign of my birthday taped up at my workstation first thing in the morning. Thanx.. and to Arien too.. who was actually lost at the Penang Airport but manage to be the first one to wish before got into the plane.. gong xi fa cai to you yen… for nana who gave a creative and insulting bday wish… nseb baik ko jauh.. or else I will have choked you to death…
For those who rang me… fira, aikjun, mundoq (even though I didn’t manage to answer the call), my sis, zura, heed, peet, shersher… thank you!!
For those who text me, thank you so much, for remembering my bday… I am officially 23!!!
Now it’s time to learn to live… like Morrie says, “Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live”… It’s not like I’m dying or anything.. it’s just that, I like the phrase…
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sha is learning to grow up...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
I was thinking or writing something while I was at the office. Coz I know then I can actually start off the post like this, ‘I am stealing the working hours…”. Well since it is not true, I am stealing my sleeping hours instead. Working has got me thinking very weird stuffs. Paraphernalia that are so ordinary yet it is so inquisitive. Like the question of luck, destiny, faith, hope, adulthood, commitments and generally the path that we are taking. Are we sure that this is the right path? It occurs to me when we think about it too much, we will end up being a miserable person. Really miserable. We will be restless coz they will be many regrets and ifs popping up. So I have decided, I wont think about it that much, I am going to face the world thru this path with gun blazing ahead. I am going to gear up coz I know I am an adult now. I have to earn the right to be here. Adulthood scares me. I don’t know about other people. But it just pretty scary probably my birthday is coming in a few days. My stomach is churned and turned upside down, inside out. Well it is just another year added to your collection. Relax!! I am going to try being rational and calm. Birthdays are nice when you are young and teenager. When you are early twenty’s, it kinda sucks. Seriously. I miss my days when I was being carefree. I miss the days when I do stupid things, those days when I cant pronounce the word fun, five, and even my name properly because I’ve gotten my two big front teeth extracted... when math was so simple, when u are allowed to go for recess when u can answer the questions, to think back that was the only time I was eagerly raising my hands to answer questions… those days when I buy those stupid candies sold at blakang skolah.. WAHHHHAAA.. being a kid was the nicest time ever. I will probe the things that worries me like hope, commitments, faith, luck later… Coz now, I want to enjoy my moment when I was once a kid. Let us all be coddled in our childhoods’ reminiscence.
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sha whispering carpe diem~~
Sunday, February 11, 2007
The cliché ‘I told you so’ is something that we hate especially when we know how true it applies. We’ve took notice of all the proverbs, heard our grandparents warning about the wasted time, heard Robin Williams whispering ‘Carpe diem’ to his pupils in the unforgettable Dead Poets Society. Still sometimes we have to look for ourselves. We have to learn. Therefore we make mistakes. Then only we can have lessons learned. Yes we do seize the day, but we only limit it to glorious days. They may say the man who hesitates is lost. But second guessing is our nature in making decisions, especially the decisions that put us in unfamiliar positions. We need it to learn how to be strong and more knowledgeable. Then we will understand for ourselves. It is crucial. At least knowing is better than wondering, and waking is better than sleeping. The biggest blunder, even the worst pig-headed mistake we’ll make will never beat the hell out of never trying. So, as conclusion we make mistakes and we try to make mistakes. We have a license to make mistakes coz we are surely entitled upon it.
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waters..
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
We are waters.
We flow. We stop when we exhale our last ever breath.
We ripple. As something agitate us.
We are so clear. Pollution makes us change our colour.
We fit into almost everything. Only we restrict ourselves.
We are waters. There’s no doubt about it.
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HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BET!!!
