sha and her 22 years of life..
Friday, August 11, 2006
It is amazing to think of the time that I have spent in this world. I was born on the 20th of February 1984 and it was actually one week earlier than I should have been born. Or else my birthday will be around 27th February, and my ic number will bear very odd and revolting numbers. I am glad that I was born on the 20th. My life has always been in the circle of this two amazing people, Khaliq and Apis. As life goes on, along the rocky and winding road, I met more people to teach me the meaning of life each day. These are the people that I consider as my friends, some of them are fiends. Haha, kidding… not fiends.. but friends. In primary we are children. Kid biggest worry was whether I’ll have new baju kurung for raya or whether ibu will host a birthday party for me. When we are thirteen we become teenagers. So full of adrenaline that sometimes we can’t see things clearly and even worst, we act more like a kid as we don’t reason out things properly anymore. We disregard our parents’ rules and we intend to cross the line drawn for us that we know as rules. But usually the bigger the line is the more we want to jump across it. Then the teenagers’ days are over. Without us realising, the adulthood has come knocking our door. Adulthood comes with so many things. Things that can bore you deep down to the core of the earth. Adulthood comes with responsibilities. It sucks to be an adult. I have lived 22 years, and if ALLAH sanctions, I can live a few more. That means I will venture more on the life as an adult bothering us with responsibilities, and more logical thinking skills in order to function from the break of dawn to the same one day after that. I hate being an adult. I love the days where I am being carefree and really happy. I guess I missed my childhood more than what I am now.
*when do exactly we become adults? can we stop it by any means?
Author: sicksockhead » Comments:
sha dan longkang di umah diyana..
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Yesterday hujan je the whole day.. so cam ajak diyana to tman me to go to the bank.. on the way to umah diyana.. nampak byk org kumpul kat longkang.. ader polis.. and ramai lagi ler.. so cam tak suspect aper aper la.. my dad sent me to diyana’s house.. pastuh ibu ngan daddy nak g kedai lak.. so semalam diyana jadi chauffer sha.. hahha.. last last tau gak aper citer sebenar.. ruper ruper nyer ader budak hanyut kat longkang umah diyana tuh… budak pompuan darjah 3.. maybe air deras.. pastuh tinggi kot.. sian nyer… imagine how helpless you are when you a fighting with the current and tide.. I think the girl must have knocked out or drowned within 5 minutes… until today the rescuers have not found her body yet.. I think her body has travelled to the big river near diyana’s house.. diyana said that the girl has a twin… pity how life is short for that little girl.. but mizi’s uncle always says something that I can still remember till now.. “tuhan nih adil.. kalo budak kecik pegi dulu(mninggal dunier) dier tak byk amalan tapi tak byk dose, kalo org tuer pulak.. maybe banyak dose.. tapi kiter ley byk kan amalan kiter.. jadi… seimbang la.. mati awal and mati lambat samer jer.. we have chances..”.. given to perspective that he had lost two of his children.. Prior to the unfortunate events, I think he must have put up a lot of thinking… in order to come out with that kind of statement.. and hearing it from a person like him makes a lot more sense…
*takley trimer longkang kat depan umah diyana tuh ley hanyutkan budak.. tapi lojik kot.. kalo diyana masuk lam longkang tuh pun.. sure kiter tak nampak nyer.. diyana ckp longkang tuh tinggi dier.. haish..
Author: sicksockhead » Comments:
sha and books..
Okay this holiday... or wait, it’s not a holiday.. it’s a period of me not working.. coz I am no longer qualified to establish myself as a student again.. unless… I am to take another bachelor’s or pursue to master’s so… not to mention the fact that I do look like a kid who just finish her spm.. hahaa.. perasan… I am currently jobless.. quite scary to think that you are still living off your parents money.. but what the hell… I’m just scared but still. I never rant about it because as scary as it is, I am enjoying my life at home… providing with the leisure time that can amount up to a lifetime… I am having a blast reading books… there were a few books that I manage to finish…. I read dan brown’s angels and demons… and yes ayen, nanti sha pulangkan.. then sha read Jane green’s bookends and jemima.j, and now I am reading Jane green’s spellbound. How exciting is that.. and yesterday.. I went to Diyana’s house and I saw his brother reading latest Harry potter paperback book... IT IS A PAPERBACK BOOK.. and I am waiting for the paperback version like for ages.. the book was release when we undergone industrial internship.. how long was it then.. a year and half?? They took a year and half to release a paperback version.. I hate the hardcovers cause it makes you read the book like a dictionary.. you know.. the one the resembles the oxford dictionary with blue hardcovers.. it makes you feel uncomfortable reading it… plus.. paperback’s is much cheaper than hardcover’s.. I don’t care whether I have money or not.. I am still going to buy it… I have to probe into my piggybanks and see how much money do I have still have.. I am praying that the piggybank stashes at least 50 ringgit.. ooo please please.. pretty please…
*jemima.j is truly and exciting book.. very soothing and mind refreshing.. a fat girl turn to be a hot chick.. and the story is not only about that but it also portrays the inside of a fat girl’s mind.. which is Jemima.. very fun book to read.. suitable for daydreamers like me...
Author: sicksockhead » Comments:
sha dan kain baju convo nyer..
Convo dah dekat.. tak tau la.. lagi baper minggu.. so ader la a few functions for convo kan.. so dgn gaye paling terujer.. sure la nak bersiap siap ngan baju yg bes.. mainly for these two functions.. dinner and the graduation ceremony itself.. so baju dinner dah setel.. sumer ibu blikan… yela sha bukan nyer ader duit pun.. so skang ader la citer.. citer tentang kain ku yg lagi satu.. yg sepatut nyer dijadikan tuk baju grad ceremony… dah pilih dah.. kain sha minat.. waner pink.. of all colours sha settled down with pink.. amazingly weird… carik hijo.. sha dpt pink.. ibu dah blikan hijo.. tapi sha tak suker.. daddy ckp akak pakai nampak cam harimau.. fine! Trus amik lain.. kain hijo tu ibu amik.. haha sblom koang tuduh aper aper bek sha ckp dulu.. sayer mmg mengade ngade.. dan tak bersyukur.. hahha.. ok la.. sebagai balasan kepade sifat sayer yg tidak bersyukur tuh.. (walopun namer sayer bermaksud sentiaser bersyukur) haha.. kain tuh.. tailor hilangkan.. wahhhhh.. marah nyer time tuh… haha biler marah sha membebel la.. haha.. sian kepader mangser bebelan sha haritu.. hahaha.. kain dah ilang.. tailor ckp bli baru nanti dier bayar kan.. huhu.. then maser hantar jahit ader baju contoh.. so baju contoh pun hilang.. so… tuk baju contoh ader pampasan gak.. tailor tuh gantikan dgn duer tudung.. hahhaa… puas hati… pastuh las week bli la baru sumer and dah hantar g tempah la.. las las.. arituh aria had.. tailor ckp.. kain lamer dah jumper… haish… bengong.. harituh yakin kain tuh dah ilang.. skang dah jumper la pulak.. so skang sha dah ader duer baju kurung.. satu kuning, kain baru.. satu pink, kain lamer.. pastuh… baju contoh pun dah jumper.. so how.. tudung sebagai pampasan tuk baju contoh tuh.. aderkah ia harus dipulangkan?? Atau dibayar? Atau haruskah sha senyap jer.. wat wat luper? Ethically sha raser sha patut senyap jer….. hahhaha…..
*skang sha ader byk baju.. satu baju kebayer.. tige baju kurung.. hahha.. camner ley jadi tige.. ibu blikan baju dah siap supposedly for my kakak ipar, kak siti, tapi ibu ckp.. “sha ko amik je la baju nih”.. muahhahahha.. baju rayer dah siap…
Author: sicksockhead » Comments:
sha dan gayer hidup sihat..
Friday, August 04, 2006
morning.... ok what happened to me for the past few days or should i say weeks?? hahha weeks la kot... mls nak update sebab tenet wengba.. sket sket disconnected... bodo tol g komplen kat tm.. dier nyer solution senang jer.. ader ker suh g tukar ker streamyx.. haish... org suh dier btulkan connection dialup nih jer.. dier suh tukar sumer jadi bender len kan.. raser cam nak tumbuk jer mamat tuh.. bodo tul... menghine.. ok apart from this lousy internet connection... byk jer citer.. tapi yg latest skali... haha sha join gym.. hahha.. nak tmankan khaliq jer... sebab dier nak g gym.. (hurm maybe pengaruh jemima.j jugak kot..) khaliq balik hari isnin arituh.. dah la flight dier transit lamer kat bahrain.. 6 jam.. by the time dier sampai mesia dier dah weng.. haha.. then burak burak pasal gym.. kaktih cam ckp dier ader fren bukak gym.. yoke yg dah gemuk pun dah kurus sebab hari hari g gym... haha.. so ari selase arituh.. g la usha usha gym.. duer gym jer sebenarnyer.. kat area bangunan warner warni kat senawang tuh.. first masuk bodysculpture... nice je.. biler pagi mostly pompuan jer.. khaliq segan la pulak... then jalan jalan gi jon's gymanasium.. mak aih.. gym nih plak.. mmg khas tuk org bina badan.. gerun biler masuk.. hahhaa.. takder treadmill.. ader basikal jer.. haish.. dah la pakcik yg kitoang tanyer tanyer tuh... bdn dier cam model lam iklan shieldtox. hahhahaha.. las las kitoang setel down kat bodysculpture jer... tapi masalah nyer... sha nih bukan student kalo bukan student kne byr 10 ringgit.. adeih.. kalo student 5 ringgit... haha dah pesan kat kaktih mintak discount kat owner dier for shasha.. las las dpt.. men letop jer pegi on wednesday morning.. ader la sorang akak nih.. sha raser kalo sha nak panggil dier auntie pun buley tapi dier suh sha panggil dier akak... kak ani namer dier.. burak punye burak.. las las.. dier tanyer knal aizat tak.. mechanical.. haish sudah... takkan pijak kot.. pastuh tanyer la.. aizat zakaria ker?? duk kat subang ke??? haha bajet tuh auntie pijat kot.. muahhahaha.. nantila pasnih tanyer pijat.. dier ader auntie bukak gym ke.. hahha.. so auntie pijat nih la yg train sha.. first warm up buat cycling for ten minutes.. memang sweating.. ok lagi la.. tak mati g.. pastuh stretching... then g lari kat treadmill lak for 20 minutes.. seriously.. sha raser khaliq yg besar tuh pun lagi fit dari sha.. sha lari sket dah mengah... lepas lari kat treadmill.. bdn jadi tak btul dah.. jalan pun cam jalan atas awangan jer.. then kak ani suh stretch lagi... pastuh dier ajar wat stomach crunches.. 32 times... mati down.. paling sakit kot... siyes sakit... then start concentrate on the lower part of the body by lifting weight. first2 buat butt blaster..ya allah.. sakit giler kaki.. butt blaster nih adalah tuk memantapkan buntut... hahhaa... then buat lagi duer machine.. sumer buat 2 sets of 8... so agak mencabar la for the first day.. kuar dari gym kaki menggigil.. haha.. cuak giler takut the next morning bdn sakit sakit.. tapi takpun.. esok tuh bgn dgn ok jer... hahhaa... tak sakit aper aper pun... except for perut... tuh jer.. kalo nak gelak buley raser cam nak putus nyawer la... hahaha.. tapi still g gak gym tuh the next day... best.. buat sumer cumer tambah another 10 minutes on the crosstrainer.. sumer sha tambah 5 minutes on bicycle and treadmill.. mmg berpeluh bakk.. aper aper pun.. life g gym bes.. cam raser lagi sihat... tak tau la psikologi ker aper.. tapi raser sihat la... huhuhu... so now off to gym... hahha... dah jadi rutin harian... 9 sampai 1130 pagi.. cik shasha di gym menjalani hidup sihat.. hahhahaha... pasnih nak g ngk muvi break up ngan diyana... haha ciaooo... later update lagi.. byk citer hot nih... muahhsss....
Author: sicksockhead » Comments:
